Saturday, January 14, 2006

Depressed me with a stronger will than before

I'm really very depressed and gulity over my common tests result. So far, I know I failed 3. I just can't believe it. Even my kindergarden friend, Cheryl, couldn't believed it. I really did studied but I just couldn't pass them. Maybe, my mind wasn't as serious when I'm studying for my common tests. My mind just feel so heavy and awake when I realised that I couldn't be so slack anymore. I just simply doesn't have any mood for any festive occasions or celebration now. At the moment. That I have sleepless nights these few days, tonight as well? Can I find my will to study harder and be more serious with my studies? I shall have my self-punishment that I set for myself. I think that is all for today. I'll find something to do to spend my sleepless night later.

Note for friends:
Please don't feel upset or try to console me in any ways. I think I just deserved the marks for now. At least, it will only be now. I'll prove to others one day. That I'm useful and I can make it. Really thanks for your concern from my deep-felt heart. I'll be stronger!

hu|'s treasures unfolded at [12:41:00 AM]

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